Rejection
4 AM
now, still cannot sleep… dude!
Today’s
post will deal with something like rejection… consulted the dict (read: dictionary) and found this definition on rejection: “act of rejecting”. Definition wise, it is quite simple. However, this definition isn’t really defining. I mean, to what extend could an act be referred as rejecting? You can be nice to some people but you might still be rejecting that person by just maintaining a shallow relationship. You can say you’re someone’s friend and reject him the very same time by excluding him from your mental peer. There are actually a lot of ways to reject some people. Be grateful to God that some people are either too kind or too ignorant that they won’t realize a single thing… however, some people do realize it, you know?
What I want to state here is that, I’m tired of this. Saying that we’re
friends, acting that nice and friendly, oh, dude! Drop the crap! I don’t necessitate such bullshit. If you don’t like me that much, then there is no need to try to maintain this kind of spurious and stupid fellowship.
My point is, I’m used to this, okay? And I don’t think there’s even any meaning for us to keep this all along. Let’s just stop this. Let’s get some relief for us all… I mean, don’t you think sometimes it’s tiring just to pretend? As for me, yes! It’s indeed tiring. I’m tired of pretending being innocent, trying to act as if I don’t have a clue of what’s happening while I actually know… you know what? I’m actually glad that you guys stop spamming that rubbish… things have been quite convenient since then…
p.s.:
to some of my lovely friends… you know what? You guys haven’t been any lovely even a bit. In contrast, you guys have been like… I dunno, jerk? Yeah, guess so. So what’s with all the time we’ve had together? Oh, come on… I was just pretending there. So, this is the stuff. You guys are jerk, I am a jerk, and we make a real bad team here… no, no, no… it’s not like I hate you guys, it’s
just… I don’t like you guys and I don’t like the way you guys do your stuff, that’s all! So, let’s put this to an end, kay? Thanks!
4.30
AM already… still restless… dang…
-Wira Kirros, with his bile altogether-
