Blue Ballad

The
very first thing for me to say is… whatever you do, you can’t
change the fact, or rather, the reality that you cannot separate
humans from ideas, neither can you separate ideas from humans. Now,
don’t what does that mean me! Phew… I am getting really
tired from explaining things into details for you guys. Now… to
simply explain it to you dull-witted guys, when you want to know a
person, then know his idea; this rule works for the opposite, when
you want to know an idea, then know the person. Got it? … I think
you guys don’t get the point here.

Now
guys, as you guys don’t get the point, then I’ll GLADLY explain
the point for you guys, rite here… and rite now! Let’s get
startin’ then… First! Do you guys really believe that you guys
know me that well? If you answer yes, lemme tell ya then… I
think, even my best friend won’t say yes… why? Simply ‘cos
I am an unpredictable person. So, what kind of person do you think I
am? A kind one? My very pity, my friend… I am not that nice to be
called a kind person, at the opposite, I am actually a man of hatred;
I waste my days hatin’ people from one to another. A friendly one?
Now, that’s what a mistake is, my friend… I am not a sociable
person and I am practically a loner… So? A smart one? Believe me,
some of the most foolish decisions in this world, I have made ‘em.
So, let’s go back to my question, what kind of person do you think
I am? Believe me or not, I hate it the most when it comes to hatin’
people. I also don’t like being alone, being among the crowd is
better. And yes! I am a smart one, some of the wisest decisions in
this world, I have dealt with ‘em. Then, what kind of person I am
actually? To make it simple, who I am today is not who I will be
tomorrow. To simply say it, don’t you ever try to guess what I have
in mind when I write or say somethin’ cos as you do so, you’ll
make a mistake, quite a stupid one I suppose.

Well,
yes! Some of my characteristics are easy to distinguish… that’s
correct, but let me remind you, the exact one is, some of my trivial
characteristics are easy to distinguish. For example, don’t you
ever say, “I know what kind of person Wira is, he loves Japanese
music!” Well, at one point, you are correct, I love Japanese music.
However! As we get into another point, what you know about me is just
a superbly and unthinkably trivial matter. When we are going deeper
into MY characteristics, man… you are nothing… you are zero! So,
just leave the idea that you know somethin’ ‘bout me, kay?

Then,
let’s go to the second point. Do you guys really believe that you
guys are geniuses and experts in psychology? Oh, please… lemme make
it easy for you guys… THE HECK NO! You guys ain’t no geniuses and
you guys ain’t no experts in psychology, so please, for whatever’s
sake… stop playin’ smart and stop let me guess me!

The
point here is… stop guessin’ stuff! Huh? Don’t huh me! I
am referrin’ to my previous blog about the makeinu! Now, I
haven’t told you even a bit of what that is about, rite? So stop
actin’ smart and stop botherin’ me with stupid stuff as, ”We
have to talk about this!” Man! You guys are drivin’ me sane, you
know? … The heck! I didn’t do a mistyping! Now, lemme tell you
guys ‘bout myself a bit, I am an insane boy! Lemme repeat, I am an
insane boy! That’s why, please… stop doin’ silly things to me
as it will drive me sane and when I regain my heck sanity, believe
me, you won’t like this me! I am serious, when I am sane, even I,
myself, don’t like myself. So… stop buggin’ me with silly
stuff. We want a better world and we will never make it with my sane
self inside, so just leave my insane self be, got it? Yes! Now,
bugger off!

P. S:
This one is dedicated to whoever feeling involved with my previous
blog about the makeinu! You guys haven’t known a thing, so
stop pretendin’ that you guys know somethin’, kay? Yes!

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