Blue Ballad

The
usual thing people know about me is that I don’t like drama series,
but… uhm… I currently find myself being addicted to it, well
J-dorama actually (stands for Japanese drama). These few days I just
watched a J-dorama named “You’re Under Arrest.” Now, my very
first reason to watch this one was supposedly because of the fact
that this series is actually based on an old Japanese animation
series. However, if I had only counted on that, I usually would have
ended up pressing the eject button on the disc tray. Fortunately, by
God’s grace, we have Itou Misaki on the screen. What kind of girl
is she actually? Well, in short, she must have the capabilities to
attract me during my whole progress watching the drama that I
successfully finished watching it. No, no, no… I don’t write this
to brag about the girl here. I am not that trivial to write something
like this and post it on the net just for such a silly reason (and
while we’re at it, I have posted several purposeless writing on the
net. Contradictive? You bet!).

Okay,
let’s get serious then. Uhm… there is this episode about Itou
Misaki being recruited into the special investigation team. Once, she
heard about a hit and run incident and decided to dig into it, but
her chief ordered her so stop as the culprit’s father had been
donating money to the police force the whole time. She then told this
to Itou, “Forget about that. It can’t be helped. In this life, in
order to obtain something, there is thing you should let go.” Eh?
Seems like I have ever heard something similar to this statement
somewhere before. Of course, the idiot me… I myself wrote it ^_^
Wanna see? Scroll down then and find the Makeinu stuff, I wrote it
there, “There are things that you will never achieve if you don’t
take the risk.” Quite similar, aren’t they? Due to this, I
started to think, reflecting on Itou’s case… is it really okay to
take some risk and to lose something in order to obtain something?
Was it really okay for Itou back then to stop digging into stuff when
justice had been severed? Then, a bigger question came into my mind;
did I make the wrong statement? After several minutes pondering, I
realized that… no! I didn’t make any wrong statement. Yeah, in
this life, it is really okay for us to take some risk or to lose
something in order to achieve something you want, however… if the
risk to take… if the thing to lose… is my conscience as a human,
thanks! I better end up not obtaining anything. Why? Well… it’s
simply that due to my conscience, I, who had been dwelling in hatred
throughout my childhood, am able to love some people out there. Oh!
Regarding Itou’s chief, she said another statement, “We must use
our logic. Don’t let your emotion makes you do something stupid.”
And, once again, yes! I ever said this kind of statement. For most
male, logic is almost everything! Almost… but you know what? If
being logical means to let go the ability of loving others, maybe
it’s better for me to be an illogical one. Naruto, is uhm… a
quite popular Japanese animation series about a ninja named Naruto.
Once, Naruto’s best friend, Sasuke, switched side and took the
enemy’s side. Due to that, a legendary ninja told Naruto not to
think about Sasuke’s matter anymore. He then told Naruto that
rather than taking impulsive action and end up dying as a fool,
Naruto should be wise. To this, Naruto replied, “If that’s the
meaning as being wise, I better live as a fool.” Quite… brave…
and a foolish statement, I suppose… maybe, someday, I will make a
decision just like Naruto’s… and maybe, living as a fool… is
not that bad… yeah… maybe… anybody in?

P.S:
Hey, Black Bitch! If you read this one, can I ask for another “sasuga
Wira?” Somehow it sounds cool on me ^_^ Okay, okay, I’ll go to
your blog and drop comment as a thanksgiving (“,)

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